serialsophie

well i thought i might give this a try someone told me that maybe this would help....I guess when i was younger a journal knew all my secrets and it was good telling them so it cant be too bad somewhere for my head to spill yay....
My son is leaving in 3 days im so confused i feel bad that i really want him to go because i feel really selfish that i want a break but im gonna miss him heaps as well...Cabbage is drunk i can imagine what the night is gonna be like monty python playin loud oh what a joy to look forward to...i wonder if i will write as much as i talk cause man i talk alot i bet everyone gets sick of it hearing my shit all the time eeep if only they knew what was really going on in my head ahhh i think its gonna break soon i dont know why i keep punishing it with stupid things that i know are not good for me...I hope im not going to be as much of a loser as i am now for the rest of my life..